I have been absent from this blog for a while. A very long time. Many things have happened between March and October 2016. Good things and bad things. Mostly good things. In March, I asked him out, to which he replied: “I’m really sorry, but I can’t.” I went on a two-month trip for college. That […]
Read more "Not a comeback."How to get over somebody whom you’ve liked for some time and who told you all the things you wanted to hear? This is a blog post of me pouring my heart-break out. Live. There used to be a guy I was interested in and we used to talk everyday. Every single day. I was […]
Read more "Shake it out."Lately, I’ve been quite busy with revisions and exams, but now that finally all is done, I am back for a while. Before feeling deeply alone, I felf happy. I was happy to be admitted to college, to have succeeded my exams and other things. But then, things started to catch me up, put my […]
Read more "Loneliness is eating me out ."[Please play this song as you read.] At school yesterday we talked about Into the Wild and it’s a movie that I really appreciate and many others do. Last night, I realized the impact of Christopher Mccandless on me. Here’s what happened. I was listening to the great song Guaranteed by Eddie Vedder-which is a […]
Read more "I Don’t Even Know Myself Anymore"I didn’t want us to be serious. I just wanted someone to love. I wasn’t looking for the one. But then unwanted feelings kicked in and now I’m lost. And in love. I know I’ll regret it sooner or later. Another LDR to break my heart like it did before.
Read more "Like before."It’s raining and I’m feeling happy And I’m thinking of you It’s raining hard it’s raining loud But my feelings are still contained Like a rush in my heart,devastating everything. Just like a tsunami. As you stand over there I can see your smile. And you’re dancing in the rain happily as you dream you’d […]
Read more "Rain"Losing someone who is near you is difficult. It’s painful, it makes your heart ache. Seeing that person everyday, you’re still able to communicate with eye contact, body language and so on. You can at least see how this person is doing, how they’re feeling, if they’re hurting, if they’re happy… Losing someone who […]
Read more "Lately, Fall…"Love,tears shed for a stanger…
Read more "What love is"I want something that Nature doesn’t want me to have. I love somebody that Nature doesn’t want me to love. So Nature decides to give me hardship, in hope for me to realize that this isn’t who I am. I get angry, sad, so sad I become sick. But deep down I know that it […]
Read more "Is this fate?"
Lennie's Journal 